Hey guys
So I made a conclusion that no matter how hard I try I will never be able to deal with the mess that I’ve made here. The amount of anxiety that’s attached to this thing is too overwhelming for me. I keep saying in my head, just do it, I can finish one picture in a day or two and if I do it routinely it’ll be done in no time. But each time I make an attempt, it just drains me. This thing haunts me every day and has a huge effect on my mental state. The best explanation I can come up with is that I never really asked for this, I never planned for this. It happened out of desperation and now it’s taking a toll on me. Anyway the purpose of this journal is to announce that I’m finally just gonna be refunding everyone. I have managed to saved up more than half of what I owed and will start sending money today. The rest will come next month. I am so sorry everybody that it didn’t end in a positive resolution. I have failed you.
------------------------- EDIT: Thank you everyone who left me a kind message and have been really really patient with me. THANK YOU! 😭💛💛💛 UPDATES ON THE REFUND: I've spent around 1kusd on the refund this week. I will be back again next month to continue. Again I'm so sorry that this is the only solution I can come up with at the moment but once things get better I'll be back on making arts here. 👇👇
EDIT: I did it! 👉 twitter.com/sgt_frog_ Go give me a follow!
So here we go again
Hi,
Soo I just wanted to let you guys know that I’ve been doing better lately, my mental health has been quite stable, I’ve been getting less and less negative thoughts and been getting burst of motivations. It’s been long overdue but I’m ready to fix everything and I will be free soon.
I will still continue to respond to messages little by little as the overwhelming amount is still kinda triggering my anxiety but yea.
For everyone who still want to receive their pics, I decided to do some scheduling to not overwhelm myself, I will be doing the commissions on Thursday and Friday and will post it right away when it’s done.
I know I’m in no place to demand but can you please not send me any more notes regarding your commissions for now? When it’s your turn, I will be sending you a note and will ask you if you want to update/change your details. Hope you guys will understand, I just wanna go through it stress free and smoothly with less pressure, I really don’t want to go back to that pit. I really want it to work this time.
Thank you.
Refund Update
Thank you!
